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3. [What is love?] Will be remembered with love and tears2006-03-19 [MyWings]: I don't know why...I guess i'm just scared. and so what?! because it's silly, and i shouldn't let it bother me so much! i know... yes, but by then maybe i'll be abel to talk about it without crying!!! please..just..
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: You're crying again, right? It's all playing over and over in your mind, isn't it? You're not ever going to be abel to paint that picture of all of it, are you?
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: Yes, i am. of course it is...it does that every day. how can i? it's just silly
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: It's not silly to you, is it? But you're afraid of what everyone else thinks of it. I know you are. If that boy hadn't laughed that day...would it still have been silly now?
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: I don't know. Of course I am. I shouldn't be bothered by it! just leave it, please? yeah, it would.
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: And why not? Isn't it you who are trying to make people understand that it doesn't matter what everyone else thinks? But you are. Now let us help you! Kimmi is one of the biggest reasons you look at yourself the way you do. you've got to let it go. Not when it still hurts you this much. would you have been this afraid of showing it?
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: Doesn't matter. yes...but i don't want to be like this! YES, I AM. i guess... i know...but i can't... please! maybe not... but it doesn't matter, okay?!!! just let it go.
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: I think it does. you think you're shallow, don't you? you feel guilty about what you did and how much it bothers you... What are you going to do on June 1st?
2006-03-19 [Kitten Of The Night]: do you think there every a guy thats true to there promises
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: but it doesn't. i am! yeah, i do...so what? ehhmmm...why do you want to know that?
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: to [Kitten Of The Night]...yes, there are some guys...
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: Kris... it does. you're not. it's so wrong...you shouldn't. I want to know how much you've thought about what you're going to do about it.
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: I am how I am and think how i think, k? it's how i feel about it all...it's just silly. I have given it some thoughts, but not so many there's anything to tell.
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: Yes, how you think and feel about yourself IS silly. how many knows what you think about yourself? I thought you didn't want to lie anymore... but I know you are lieing now. want to tell me the truth?
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: just let it go...you know you can't change it... no one...maybe you. i don't! maybe... not really...
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: The paper I'm holding in my hand is telling me how hard it was for you to walk off that bridge the other day. it's telling me how much you wanted to go back there, and finish it. thank God it's also telling me why you didn't go back. I know I can't change it...but there are people who can. You do remember what Anna said, don't you? And have you actually asked Dave about it? Does he know why? well, I think you should let Dave know too. It'll make him understand a bit more. Good, then keep it that way. *nods* why not?
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: Please, just leave it! I remember some of what she said...but not all of it. I'm not sure if i have. no, i don't think he does. Well, you made sure I have to tell him...happy?! sure... because it's too personal, k?
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: You're scared. What are you scared of? Do you remember what she said about you after school? and what she said about how you acted? well, you should. Yes, I am happy about that. Okay...but I don't think you should be alone that day.
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: Yes, i am... i'm scared of hurting anyone. i'm scared of making someone cry. i'm scared of knowing i caused them pain. no. some of it. again...now I have to, thanks to you. good, then leave me alone. that's up to me.
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: Then don't hide from it! let us help you get ready to face it. well, when that time comes i'll remind you of it. good. I will. it is
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: I'll keep on hiding till i'm ready to face it. i don't want to bother you with it. you've got your own problems. take care of them first. sure, whatever. yeah. THANK YOU! so leave it
2006-03-19 [flowergirl90]: Sometimes people want to be bothered with the problems of their loved ones. But I'll leave now. Good luck. Hope he proves you wrong. *hugs* and hope you're not this angry with me next time we talk.
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: You're mean.
2006-03-19 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: .............
2006-03-19 [MyWings]: we don't make much sense, do we?
2006-03-20 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: as i hear more and more of it, you do....
2006-03-20 [MyWings]: it's so silly... i know i shouldn't be bothered with it...
2006-03-20 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: it isnt silly...
2006-03-20 [~*Luna*~]: *Sits in my little corner in my little chair* Hi.
2006-03-20 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: Hullo, madame :P
2006-03-20 [MyWings]: Hi Emily! *runs over to the corner and hugs you*
2006-03-20 [~*Luna*~]: *is attacked by her hug* Hi. HI Dave.
2006-03-20 [MyWings]: How are you?
2006-03-20 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: *passes out hugs* Yes, Em, how are you?
2006-03-20 [~*Luna*~]: I'm okay. *hugs back*
2006-03-20 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: well, thats good, hun...
2006-03-20 [MyWings]: what did you do this weekend?
2006-03-20 [Hannicakes.]: hey peeps
2006-03-21 [Dragonartist]: Hey how is everybody? ^_^
2006-03-21 [Sad Lonely Angel]: irritated
2006-03-21 [angela01]: I love YOU......... Do you know who you is?
2006-03-21 [angela01]: "I saw a man the other day eating his heart, I asked him how it tasted. He said it was Bitter..... Bitter? He looked at me and said it tasted good. He said do you know why it taste good? No I said, Why? It taste good cause its mine....."
2006-03-21 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: ???? weird people :P
2006-03-21 [MyWings]: Not at all weird... it makes sense
2006-03-21 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: lmao i know, i just wanted someone to laugh :P
2006-03-21 [MyWings]: :P
2006-03-21 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: YAY!
2006-03-21 [MyWings]: hehe n.n
2006-03-21 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: I fixed meh name!!!
2006-03-21 [~*Luna*~]: *Sits in corner again* I'm soo flipin cold....*Huddl
2006-03-21 [MyWings]: *runs to get you a blanket*
2006-03-21 [~*Luna*~]: It is so cold..it snowed here last night....soo cold...Need Dave to build a fire...and get a fire.....
2006-03-21 [MyWings]: Snowed? *shrugs* we've finally got spring. If we're lucky he'll he here to build a fire in not too long.
2006-03-21 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: *builds said fire in the corner, watching as the flames begin to slowly rise* Mein Frau, do you need anything else?
2006-03-21 [~*Luna*~]: Gods I hope so...it is spring here...*Huddle
2006-03-21 [~*Luna*~]: Yay! Fire! *Runs to Dave hugging him* Thank you!!
2006-03-21 [MyWings]: Me? i'm freezing. or at least i was... when i got home from school today i found out that mum'd opened the window in my room. it was sooooo cold! :S
2006-03-21 [flowergirl90]: [IMPORTANT! The following message is a message to all members!]
2006-03-21 [flowergirl90]: We all care for eachother here in this wiki. I've been looking a round a little, and I want all of you to get one of these t'shirts:
2006-03-21 [scary_mary_]: Awwww! imma take my white tshirt and spray paint that on it!!! That is teh cutest little bear!
2006-03-21 [flowergirl90]: good idea. yeah, i know i'm putting up more bears at Me to You
2006-03-21 [Hannicakes.]: i have that tee
2006-03-22 [~*Luna*~]: *Looks at bear* Its cute. *Smiles*
2006-03-22 [MyWings]: Yeah. Go grab a t-shirt...We got one each.
2006-03-22 [~*Luna*~]: Okay...*Goes gets one, and comes back* Okay...its baby blue.
2006-03-22 [MyWings]: *smiles* like it?
2006-03-22 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: Hullo everyone! *comes in, and puts on a pot of coffee, and tends to the fire* How is everyone today?
2006-03-22 [~*Luna*~]: Pertty good
2006-03-22 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: cool *fixes himself a cup of coffee* anyone want some, you can help yourself... its good stuff ;)
2006-03-22 [~*Luna*~]: *Walks over making myself some, drinking* Mmmm...good. Thanks Dave.
2006-03-22 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: no problem :P
2006-03-23 [~*Luna*~]: *Smiles and hugs Dave* Thanks again.
2006-03-23 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: ;) Thats why I'm here... making people smile is the highlight of meh day ;) *Especially likes [MyWings]'s smiles...;)*
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: :P
2006-03-23 [~*Luna*~]: *Smiles again* Goody. I have needed a smile all morning. And you just gave it to me.
2006-03-23 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: w00t!
2006-03-23 [~*Luna*~]: *Smiles* Yeah. *Covers up with blanket again*
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: cold?
2006-03-23 [~*Luna*~]: Yes. Cold and in pain to he honest. *Is warming up though*
2006-03-23 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: *tends to the smoldering fire'sd embers for a few minutes, and then sets a few logs on it* should ave a fire here shortly...
2006-03-23 [~*Luna*~]: Okay...Thanks Dave. *Nods, a faint smile on my face* I smile even though I am in pain. Hmm, thats a good thing. Good to know I can smile through anything.
2006-03-23 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: why the pain?
2006-03-23 [~*Luna*~]: Dont know. My stomach is hurting really bad. Cramping even...*Sighs and shrugs* I dont know what it is...but I'll deal with it.
2006-03-23 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: awww... *lets the fire roar before he begins to add a log or two*
2006-03-23 [angela01]: hello
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: hi. how are you?
2006-03-23 [angela01]: im doing ok i guess
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: you guess? anything wrong?
2006-03-23 [angela01]: everything is going wrong......eve
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: leaving?!! :O
2006-03-23 [angela01]: yeah
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: *hugs* i'm sure you can't be loosing everything...
2006-03-23 [angela01]: yeah i think i am
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: you won't ever loose me as a friend...and i looks like cody won't leave you either...
2006-03-23 [angela01]: yeah but my life besides you all is going down hill and fast
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: well, i'm sure it'll get back up eventually...:
2006-03-23 [angela01]: my b/f is having to move to dyersburg tenn. or live in his car so that is on my mind
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: why??!! O.O
2006-03-23 [angela01]: because the ones he is livin with is movin there
2006-03-23 [MyWings]: and it bothers you because?
2006-03-24 [angela01]: they told him that he HAD to go with them or live in his car
2006-03-24 [~*Luna*~]: *Sits on the couch near the fire* Warm. ^_^ *Sits on couch quietly, staying out of conversations*
2006-03-24 [angela01]: why stay out i would love to have a talk
2006-03-24 [MyWings]: oh...:S
2006-03-25 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: *waves hullo to everyone*
2006-03-25 [~*Luna*~]: *Looks up* Oh...not my talk...might as well stay out of it.
2006-03-25 [MyWings]: I don't think anyone's tlaking right now... how are you emily?
2006-03-25 [~*Luna*~]: I'm okay I guess. Still hurtin a lil, but okay.
2006-03-25 [MyWings]: *hugs* anything new happened?
2006-03-25 [~*Luna*~]: *hugs back* NO, not realy.
2006-03-25 [MyWings]: In some ways nothing is good, but at the same time it can be really bad...O.o well, i've got to go to bed...*hugs again* talk more tomorrow or something. sweet dreams when you go to bed, hun
2006-03-25 [~*Luna*~]: *hugs again* Night
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: Du her thomas?!! :O
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: ja..tenkte jeg sku ta en tur innom..
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: joa... har kommet gankse langt her nå, har vi ikke? *stolt*
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: har...stor å fin denne wikien...jeg er med bare for at jeg synes det passa...kommer ikke til å gå igjennom den...er ikke så med på ting her...
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: hehe er veldig få som er det...
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: du har spurt meg om tegninger til denne sia...du kan jo bruke ''love hurts'' tegningene mine...?ligger på galleriene mine
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: du kan sikkert bruke de hjertene jeg har på cab gallery 2 og
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: hvor?
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: javel?
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: på cab gallery 1 og to
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: er linker på sia mi
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: ja...har sett der mange ganger...men husker ikke de så godt..
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: se igjen da...
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: klart
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: har dem alt. de ligger på Broken Heart Art
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: Could you people please talk in english while you're here on this wiki? Thank you.
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: Sorry...:S
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: It's okay. And Welcome Thomas!
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: *sighs* can't you call him [crashbanger]? it's not like you ever met him... you just know his name because i told you about him like half a year ago...-_-'
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: Sure...sorry Kris...I was just trying to be nice. Something I thought you knew. It's not my fault you never let me meet him...
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: Welcome [crashbanger]!
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: thanks..i don't think that you will get to meet me...so i don't think that can be a prob...
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: lol maybe that's true... but who knows...she light get lucky...
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: or unlucke..depen
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: i think she would be lucky to meet you.
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: neh..i thinks she's too old to really get my person...i don't think she will understand me...
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: too old? she's only 27... and she gets me...why wouldn't she get you?
2006-03-26 [Daemeon Arkenyon Zane]: how about we kill the subtle hostility, and make friends, one and all??? sounds good, i'm sure. *shakes Thomas's hand* Welcome.
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: lol sure...O.o
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: You're very right Dave. Thanks for telling everyone how old I am Kris! :S You really didn't have to do that...makes me feel old!
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: oops...:S sorry Boss! *hugs*
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: It's okay, hun. *hugs back*
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: no prob bout that..i had already checked your page..i knew...
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: Oh! I'd forgot I'd put it up...But it's wrong now...But I guess that doesn't matter...hehe
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: Lol You really don'y like being so close to 30, do you?
2006-03-26 [MyWings]: Gah! that was mean of me... sorry!!! sorry, sorry, sorry!!!
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: the age on your page said 26
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: It's okay Kris... And yeah, I know now what it says... and it's wrong by one year...XD
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: yeah.. :P
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: Hehe. One year never harmed anyone...I think I'll just leave it for now...
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: ...
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: What? Do you think I should change it?
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: that would be your choice..i really don't care about your age..for some things that doesn't matter..
2006-03-26 [flowergirl90]: Hehe So true. Age doesn't matter... Not unless you make it matter.
2006-03-26 [crashbanger]: yup...
2006-03-27 [~*Luna*~]: O.O
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: What? don't get any of it, Emily? I know i don't... lol
2006-03-27 [angela01]: hello everyone
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: hi
2006-03-27 [~*Luna*~]: Hi
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: how are you?
2006-03-27 [crashbanger]: hi
2006-03-27 [angela01]: im fine for now
2006-03-27 [crashbanger]: ...
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: for now?
2006-03-27 [angela01]: yeah just for now how bout you?
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: why just for noe? having a bad day, but i'll live...
2006-03-27 [~*Luna*~]: I am have a terrible day. I can't walk becuz of my back....
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: oh? join the club...-_-' what's wrong with your back?
2006-03-27 [~*Luna*~]: Got the shit kicked out of me in 3rd grade. The nearly broke my back, I have had permant back damage ever since. So I often have back spams and it hurts.
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: ouch! :S awww!
2006-03-27 [~*Luna*~]: Yeah. I will have to live with pain for the rest of my life. Oh well could be worse.
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: that's horrible. yeah, it could...
2006-03-27 [~*Luna*~]: Yeah.
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: *hugs* so sorry
2006-03-27 [~*Luna*~]: *hugs back* Its okay
2006-03-27 [MyWings]: how long have you had it?
2006-03-29 [Sad Lonely Angel]: hey all
2006-03-29 [Dragonartist]: HI ^_^
2006-03-29 [Sad Lonely Angel]: how are ya?
2006-03-29 [Dragonartist]: Good how are you? ^_^
2006-03-29 [Sad Lonely Angel]: here....incong
2006-03-29 [Dragonartist]: What? O.o lol ^_^
2006-03-29 [Sad Lonely Angel]: nada. im just in a really weird mood
2006-03-29 [Dragonartist]: Ah. ^_^
2006-03-29 [angela01]: well im back been prayin to the toilet the past 3 days and still today
2006-03-29 [Sad Lonely Angel]: awe, that sucks. but i would rather be doing that then dealing with this endless continuation of high fevers. right now -pulls themomenter out of mouth- is 103.4 degrees. yipes.
2006-03-29 [angela01]: dang
2006-03-29 [Sad Lonely Angel]: yeah, but im still functioning like its not even there, minus the fact that its maybe 20 degrees out and i find that i dont need a coat. lmao
2006-03-29 [angela01]: yeah its in the 70 here and i am still sick so cant enjoy it
2006-03-29 [Sad Lonely Angel]: bummer. i would fbe even though i am sick. buts that me lmao
2006-03-29 [angela01]: yeah i cant stay away from bathroom long enuf
2006-03-29 [Sad Lonely Angel]: yikes -hugs- me sorry -gives anti-sickness potion-
2006-03-29 [angela01]: hugs back thank you lots lets hope this works and drinks
2006-03-29 [angela01]: hold on toilet callin
2006-03-29 [Sad Lonely Angel]: kk.
2006-03-29 [angela01]: all better
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